Sri
Yukteswar was boundless in his kindness when responding to an urgent prayer of
a devotee. It was my proudest privilege to bring college friends to meet my
guru. Many of them would lay aside-at least in the ashram!-their fashionable
academic cloak of religious skepticism.
One
of my friends, Sasi, spent a number of happy weekends in Serampore. Master
became immensely fond of the boy, and lamented that his private life was wild
and disorderly.
“Sasi,
unless you reform, one year hence you will be dangerously ill.” Sri Yukteswar
gazed at my friend with affectionate exasperation. “Mukunda is the witness;
don’t say later that I didn’t warn you.”
Sasi
laughed. “Mater, I will leave it to you to interest a sweet charity of cosmos
in my own sad case! My spirit is willing but my will is weak. You are my only
savior on earth; I believe in nothing else.”
“At
least you should wear a two-carat blue sapphire. It will help you.”
“I
can’t afford one. Anyhow, dear Guruji, if trouble comes, I fully believe you
will protect me.”
“In
a year you will bring three sapphires,” Sri Yukteswar replied. “They will be of
no use then.”
Variations
on this conversation took place regularly. “I can’t reform!” Sasi would say in
comical despair. “And my trust in you, Master, is more precious to me than any
stone!”
A
year passed. One day I was visiting my guru at the Calcutta home of his
disciple, Naren Babu. About ten o’clock in the morning, as Sri Yukteswar and I
were sitting in the second floor par lour, I heard the front door open. Master
straightened stiffly.
“It
is that Sasi,” he remarked gravely. “The year is now up; both his lungs are
gone. He has ignored my counsel; tell him I don’t want to see him.”
Half
stunned by Sri Yukteswar’s sternness, I raced down the stairway. Sasi was
ascending.
“O
Mukunda! I do hope Master is here; I had hunch he might be.”
“Yes,
but he doesn’t wish to be disturbed.”
Sasi
burst into tears and brushed past me. He threw himself at Sri Yukteswar’s feet,
placing their three beautiful sapphires.
“Omniscient
Guru, the doctors say I have pulmonary tuberculosis. They give me only three
months to live! I humbly implore your aid; I know you can heal me!”
“Isn’t
it a bit late now to be worrying over your life? Depart with your jewels; their
time of usefulness is past.” Master then sat sphinx like in an unrelenting
silence, punctuated by the boy’s sobs for mercy.
An
intuitive conviction came to me that Sri Yukteswar was merely testing the depth
of Sasi’s faith in the divine healing power. I was not surprised a tense hour
later when Master turned a sympathetic gaze on my prostrate friend.
“Get
up, Sasi; what a commotion you make in another person’s house! Return the
sapphires to the jeweler’; they are an unnecessary expense now. But get an
astrological bangle and wear it. Fear not; in a few weeks you shall be well.”
Sasi’s
smile illumined his tear-marred face like sudden sun over a sodden landscape.
“Beloved Guru, shall I take the medicines prescribed by the doctors?”
“Just
as you wish-drink them or discard them; it does not matter. It is as impossible
for your to die of tuberculosis as it would be for the sun and moon to
interchange their positions.” Sri Yukteswar added abruptly, “Go now, before I
change my mind!”
With
an agitated bow, my friend hastily departed. I visited him several times during
the next few weeks, and was aghast to find his condition increasingly worse.
“Sasi
cannot last through the night.” These words from his physician, and the
spectacle of my friend, now reduced almost to a skeleton, sent me posthaste to
Serampore. My guru listened coldly to my tearful report.
“Why
do you come here to bother me? You have already heard me assure Sasi of his
recovery.”
I
bowed before him in great awe, and retreated to the door. Sri Yukteswar said no
parting word, but sank into silence, his unwinking eyes half open, their vision
fled to another world.
I
returned at once to Sasi’s home in Calcutta. With astonishment I found my
friend sitting up, drinking milk.
“O
Mukunda! What a miracle! Four hours ago I felt Mater’s presence in the room; my
terrible symptoms immediately disappeared. I feel that through his grace I am
entirely well.”
In
a few weeks Sasi was stouter and in better health than ever before.
From the book
"Autobiography of A Yogi" with thanks
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